Friday, July 08, 2011

An Update

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Thursday, July 07, 2011


'Is this life?',I ask myself
The journey continues
Searching for answers
Many people came in life
Many passed through me
Many said bye and never returned
I am alone, I know
Something is haunting me
I don’t know what it is
For I am living
Searching for answers!

Wednesday, July 06, 2011


My eyes are closing
Eye lids are becoming heavy
I tried and tried and tried again
To open my eye lids
But I couldn’t
So I opened my mind’s door
To see what is in there
I saw a light tower
I welcomed the light as my travel guide
A guide who doesn’t speak
A guide who will show me the way
Way towards the sea shore
For I dream of going around the world!

Tuesday, July 05, 2011


I write about things
All bad and worst things
But inside my heart
I wish for all good things

I paint pictures
Pictures which deliver pain to the viewers
I colour them to relax myself
While I paint, I don’t corrupt my thoughts
I pour it out from my heart
Without any dilution
Though it is painful

Once I am finished
I look at it
I realize what I have painted
I might feel bad about it
I might wonder ‘why I painted this picture?’
May be this is me
And this is my way to do things
I will say 'good bye' to painting
once it is finished
And I will never look back
I can't carry hurt in my journey
I have a long way to go
To reach my destiny
During my walk
I wish for all the good things in life
I dream about a beautiful tomorrow
I wish everyone to be healthy
I wish everyone to be happy
For I am an optimist!

Monday, July 04, 2011


Buki is alone
Buki needed no one
Buki had a surgery
Buki is recovering from the pain
I wished Buki to recover fast
I wanted Buki to be happy!

Buki had many friends
Buki is beautiful and nice
Buki had a heart
Buki had everything

May be I will not meet Buki
May be I will meet Buki
May be Buki will become my friend
May be Buki will show me way
May be Buki is one among million

May Buki be happy
May god keep Buki safe
May god protect Buki!

Saturday, July 02, 2011

Exit from Virtual world

I am in virtual world
I don’t know the reality
For I am a voice
One among the many voices she heard
She hurt me with a dagger
She put that deep inside me
She pushed it deeper with a smile on her face
I was mesmerized with her voice, her tone
I never noticed what is real
For I am in virtual world
And she had fun making me a fool
who trusted her voice!

She was lucky
Lucky to have many voices
And she kept all those voices around her
One for the advice
One for the sweet talk
One for the chit chat
Alas, I don't know where I fitted in!

All those wounds she endowed me got healed
The nature treated me with care
It brought other souls close to me
Those souls consoled me
They gave me warmth and care
For me to sleep
And I am grateful to those souls
who were with me in real world
taking care of each bit of me

I used to think of her
Her in cheerful mood
Living a happy life
Let her feel solace
Let happiness shower up on her
She did things what she needed
She wanted to he happy for the moment
Let her be the happiest on earth

She wanted to say sorry
For her to feel relaxed
I have no pain left on me
And I confirmed that to her
'Sorry is meaningless between you and me
You be happy and let us forget the past', I said!

Now, again I am getting into a trap
A trap of virtual world
For I know this is not real
I know this is not going to last
It is eating me alive like a cancer
I feel the pain deep inside
I tried removing those tissues
Those cancerous tissues which had benign tumor
I got traumatized
I got bleeding
I am yet to recover
Yet it is spreading all over me
I want an exit
An exit from here, the virtual world
For I want to be in real world
From Thiruvannamalai
Can any saviors rescue me ?
From this world of virtual beings
Can someone help me climb the stairs of life
For I am tired and lost
For I need some water to quench my thirst
And a shelter to sleep!

Friday, July 01, 2011


I don’t want to leave
I don’t want to miss
I want to be here
Though I am alone & lonely
From Kanyakumari
I walked, I ran, I shouted
None heard me
None echoed me
Yet, I want to be here
Watching the sun rise
Feeling the early rays
Washing away my past
While the universe wake up
Standing near the shore
What a view it is from here!

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